....i wanna heal.. i wanna feel like i'm close to something real.
i wanna find something ive wanted all along
somewhere i belong ..!!
-Linkin' Park
Linkin Park and rock music..nothing else can give you the feeling that you can kick some ass! Somehow, all that screamin' and their music hits you right there..the very inner being..These guys know EXACTLY what you go through when you have a bad day.
Oh, hello there! Been a long time, I know. I keep opening up my very "dormant" blog and say to myself, c'mon, type something. Well, if your job requires you to keep typing and framing sentences the entire day, opening up a blog and baring your heart out does seem like work! But, today, yeah, you guessed right..was a bad day, yet again, at work!
Well, what's new, you might say. Yeah, its SSDD all over again. That's old school..I know. But, people, tell me..I keep seeing lots of people in the IT field leaving everything and taking up something so different like, opening up a restaurant, an adventure company etc. What does this field do to you? How many people are ACTUALLY happy dealing with all this pressure and corporate bullshit?
Don't we all want to "belong somewhere"?Yeah, I know, I gotta be optimistic..better things will come by...yada yada yada. That's so lame..hoping and waiting....
And so...
...I will never know myself until i do this on my own
cuz i will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
i will never be anything til i break away from me
i will break away.
i'll find myself today...
-Linkin Park (Somewhere I belong)